tjsharktank

it's official...i don't burn trash therefore i am not one of the masses.

i have evaluated myself for just how much of a redneck i am.....and i still have no answer.

i did, however, make a classic country cd today.....i think i'll go look for my lost dog, wreck my car on the way, and lose my girl cuz i'm late gettin home.

thank you that is all for now.

ok, so things have been extremely busy for oh.....well the last month. no shit. i love that sara is here. she makes me happy beyond belief. she made me this shadow box and omg, i was blown away. it was sooo sweet.

work has been completely busy. i've been working long hours lately and sara has not been pleased with that. i can't complain cuz we need the cash to do things to the house.

i have been riding my bike to work because of the gas prices. i am completely pissed that our wonderful glorious leader (Mr. Bush) has not called for the oil producing countries to up production. i mean you know we have some pull in the way of the world. we are only the richest country in the world. ok there is my rant. tomorrow kids we are having a lesson on supply and demand.

sara and i painted the living room last week it looks so nice. refer to blindfaith101's journal for pictures. i am not that talented nor do i have a way to post pics.

DETROIT PRIDE is in about 17 days. i cant wait to see cass and sherry. i can't wait to drive sara around on my bike and show her off. i love my girl.

ok...i have new car-itis...that is all thank you.

hello all,

i'm back. i have been so busy its not even funny. to make a long strory short i bought and moved into my house moved my girlfreind five hundred miles, gained a dog and a cat, and moved my dad to my basement. at one point i didn't even have internet or cable.....arrrgghhhh.

there it is....the reason that i have not updated for about a month.

today has been a cluster screw. that is the best way to put it. i, however, have evaluated and made lemonade from lemons. FU to those two lovely people who made my day FUCKING suck. thats all, thank you.

In less than 24 hrs. my love will be in my arms.

I have wanted to tell Sara those 3 lil words since I left 2 Sundays ago. I wanted to tell her this past Saturday and Sunday night so bad I thought I was going to bust. I wanted to tell her face to face, so she could see it in my eyes and know I meant every word.

I had this big plan and speech worked out. Here are the high points.

"Everything about you I love or find completely amazing. For that reason there is something I have been dying to tell you."

So you get the point. I was going to tell her this Friday when I saw her. So, I get a gift from Sara on Tuesday. It was two dozen beautiful white roses and a card. The card read:

I wanted to wait and tell you in person
but I can't wait anymore
I am totally, completely an utterly in
love with you
I LOVE YOU

She read my mind. I was on the phone with her when I opened it. She said she could hear me stop breathing. I read the card and immediately said I love you too.

I love her, I love her, I love her. It's that simple.

i see my baby friday....nuff said.

I am so miserable right now I think I would rather....well I can't even think of anything that would even come close. There is no way in hell I am going to be able to wait 3 months for her to be here all the time. Something has got to give. Plan B may have to be formed. Cuz plan A BLOWS ASS!!!!! I can't say it loud enough... It BLOWS ASS!!!!!